ill

I wish I was happy

Ever.

You’re so fucking cool.

You don’t try and you wear vans.
So cool.

Laying there, closure.
She was cremated so I never saw her pale face and closed calm eyes. It feels like they took her away when she was still alive. Sometimes I feel like she still is.
She’s hiding. I want to be hidden.

I don’t care
I just want to leave

I wish you felt the same 3

I dont wanna talk about it and I dont want a conversation. I just wanna cry in front of you. I don’t wanna talk about it,

Cause I’m in love with you.

But I don’t care for the truth…
No time for celebration, no time for punishment
One doubt,
And I give up